andrew and esther *
Monday, January 22, 2007 <3
oh my guess what??
i'm in the school library now!!
well, it's so sad i have to resort to this cause my comp at home keeps sutting down on me
ANYWAY..
i suddenly thought of a previous entry in this blog which would show me hw school is so much more different mow tht i'm in J2..
and here it is, i finally found it!
Monday, May 15, 2006 <3
we r in e library hahahahaha
andrew: ok this entry shall now be denounced as totally "moronic"!!! (esther said it, not mi)hmmm we're now in e library during our COMMON BREAK n we're rather bored after eating, returning n re-borrowing e cd (at e nearby counter which we went back downstairs thereafter n back up here), attempted to buy foolscap but thot it wuz rather foolish, read some of Jesus' parables. so tt explains how we gort here typing this...
esther: hahas finally he completed his super LONG-winded sentence!
yea he pretty much said what i wanted to say alr...so nice to read the Bible with Andrew just now..hahas
but a pity my understanding and explanation is sooo lousy, hais
he's gettin increasingly pissed as i'm typing this
so...yea i admit i'm boring
andrew: well she's been typing lotsa rubbish n it would've wasted so much web space if i hadn't(heey!) done anything to erase those highly moronic sentences (ok this entry AIN'T THAT MORONIC ok) anw i think this entry is realli cool, tho not of fantastic substance or my usual style, but it's e 1st EVER entry esther n i r typing tgt... ok better return e floor to esther haha... oh oh!! juz wanna add on how gorgeous esther looked yesterdae =))))
esther: huh huh?? what floor???
ehh..don't believe what he says. how can a person only look pretty on one day and not the next?
i can't be as cute as my dearest Andrew! =D
so sad tht he won't let me do a video recording of him and his cute actions! HAHA =p
really really!!
yea lessons gonna start soon alr.
but see! i'm not dreading it..`cause with Andrew i'll NEVER dread a day in school
yarpyarp..can't imagine JC2. no more common breaks, no more going to school tgt..no more everything! boos`.=((
andrew: well well, believe it or not, it took her REALLI long to type those short lines... her mind is obviously more or less blank hahaha... hmmm well e fact is tt esther looks pretty EVERYDAE, but exceptionally gorgeous on some days =))) hmmm well since i'm in a more stoic mood now... i shall talk bout some serious stuffs b4 GP starts fer both of us... had a long talk wif esther yesterdae bout some "habitual" stuff n how to kick bad ones (ok she's reading this right beside mi as i'm typing it) n it realli showed how much we cared fer each other (especially her fer mi)... well e reason y she doesn't realli share her thots most of e time is cos of her fear of adding on to my already humungous burden... well one impt thing i told her is tt (ok this is gg to sound ironical) her fear of bothering mi onli bothers mi more cos i hafta go ask her bout her thots myself... haha silly gal, i noe u care... but i love u more than juz looking at u as a burden! ok i dun even look at u as a burden, for u r too impt to be one =)))still andrew: ok juz to end off cos GP's starting... it's yet another new episode in our life journey tgt after last nite's long conversation on such a heavy issue, cos it juz brings out e deepest thots n emotions... ahhh i juz love u esther =))
esther: eh! bell ring alr lar! never even give chance to type finish.well. anw i'm just really thankful for Andrew in my life andI LOOVE YOU TOOOOOOO! *muacks*
so, here's our 1st ever joint-entry =)
andrew & esther
awwh didnt tht post entry just MELT your heart
it really brings back memories of school with Andrew!!
sighh
things are so different now
there's no one to go to school with (But i reallyREALLY appreciate all his effort in accompanying me home almost everyday!)
no more meeting at common breaks
the windy place and the fitness corner
ahh..so sad =((
shall keep this post short
all in all, i miss J1 days!
looking at those J1s just brings back such fond memories, dont u think dear?
oh and despite really rough patches recently
i still love you as much, dear
i'm sorry for my lousy moods due to study stress and all
And thanks for being there always =)
i LOVE you (:
esther
neveralone ;12:18 PM
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Saturday, January 06, 2007 <3 tsunami
ahhh! i'm finally back to blog... haiz so much has happened since e last time i did... particularly on christmas... something BIG n realli realli BAD happened between us... well there're bound to be quarrels n conflicts when two people get together, even friends, yes... but this time i think i carried it way too far... n i juz gotta say... i'm sorry darling, it's realli my fault... wif good intentions but it's still my fault... ok i won't go on elaborating bout wat happened but in short, i wuz on e verge of losing esther totally in my life... n fer that day, i realli felt as if e end is near... this wuz taken at 8pm... wayeee b4 e fireworks started... i think they're called balls of hope (?!) fireworks!!!! n e finale!!!!! haha if one actualli realised, there's a mobile phone in both pictures of e fireworks... it belongs to some irritating bangla.... urgh honestly it really spoils e pictures huh... anw photos courtesy of esther =D well anw thereafter e crowd wuz like mad... it's like a stampede hahaha... everyone flocking to e mrts to catch e extended last train at 1am... n instead of squeezing wif pple, esther n i ended up at a cafe eating lasagne n drinking mocha... b4 getting stranded somewhere along victoria st at 2am, wif everyone else who didn't manage to catch a train... haha it's realli interesting to note how crowded it is along e streets at 2am in e morning... a rare scene indeed... wat's more, it's not only young pple but also families wif prams n ah gongs n ah mas... thank God esther's dad came to our rescue to send us home haha if not i realli wouldn't hav known wat to do cos there were only hired cabs ard... ahhh n so tt wuz our exciting 1st new year... n b4 we noe it... J2 has started fer esther n work fer mi... apparently todae wuz my last dae cos i quitted haha... well this job's not fer mi... to unproductive... n i'm actualli more worried bout esther in her 2nd year... wif syf ard e corner n all e exams... i hope i can do sth to help... cos i can see she's realli been working hard ever since school started... all in all, e past 10 days has been a real roller coaster ride... but i'm glad things turned out well in e end... n now i noe i'm realli realli treasuring every single moment spent wif esther... thanx fer being in my life darling, adding so much hue to e colourless palette of my life... thanx fer being understanding, fer being my fren, my crappy partner, my shoulder to cry on, fer loving mi.... i love u darling... loads n loads... ohhh wells it's 2am alr... i should be sleeping now but i've been wanting to blog since AGES ago!!! n finally found e time... well so... tt's all fer now... juz wanna say again, I LOVE ESTHER!!!!! <3>
i hafta say things realli realli took a huge turn from christmas eve... where we spent at her place; had dinner wif her parents, watched e love actually and spent the 1st few moments of our 1st christmas together in the most blissful manner ever... n i felt like e happiest man in e world, nth more to ask fer alr...
well who noes everything capsized e very next morning... haiz... i've realli let her down...
after e entire eruption, where things were heated n emotional n unstable, i realli sat down to reflect n reassess myself... n finally i figured out tt all i ever wanted in my life - more than i actually noe it - is right in front of me but i'm juz not treasuring everything enuff!!
ahhh stupid andrew, dumb andrew...
i gotta say i'm realli realli glad esther wuz willing to give mi another chance... cos frankly speaking i realli think i dun deserve it... it's like a bonus... n after all tt i find myself loving her even more than b4... well as e saying goes "we nv learn to treasure sth till we lose it"
i didn't lose her, but wuz ON THE VERGE of losing her... n tt woke mi, outta my blindness, stupidity n everything tt fogged my vision... i mean, i realli can't imagine life without esther... i might sound like some hopeless romantic or sentimentalist but yes, every moment spent wif her since day 1 is so special n i noe she's impt to me, n i love her... realli realli do...
once again, sorry darling... i realli didn't mean to...
so, after everything, things turned fer e better... we spent as much time as we could tgt b4 school starts fer her n work fer mi (yes i found a job as an export supervisor / representative fer an mnc)... we noe tt our schedule will be so hectic, especially fer her in J2, tt we won't hav e luxury of so much time tgt once 2007 hits... so we went shopping shopping shopping eating eating eating n realli spent precious moments tgt... n i went to her place one day to make carrot cake fer her! (altho it turned out quite bad)
n yes, on new year's eve, after not much planning n at a very last min juncture, we decided to go see fireworks at marina! haha it wuz crowded n warm n stuffy blah blah blah... but honestly, esther's company seemed to make everything a million times better... n oh yes! it rained but thanks to her parents, we were armed wif a 4-man umbrella (big huh?) and were kept dry throughout...
during tt 4 hour long wait fer e fireworks, we talked, listened to music and ate sandwiches n salad tt her mom n i prepared respectively... well i think there wuz realli no better way to end e year than tt... n after all tt talk... e fireworks came on!!! ok, enuff said, here r e pics hahaha
neveralone ;1:40 AM
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